The Drama Pit

Where to begin for this evening...

Well, So much drama roiling around at the pub this evening. Trapper Keeper wasn't getting enough attention and was pouty the entire night (which made for great entertainment when Tayla's sister spit her drink at Tayla, missed and hit Trapper!!!). All that trapper wanted was pity and no one gave it to her. We reap what we sow baby.

Brett tried to be friendly and say hello but I shot him down with a scowl. I could see his eyes begin to moisten over it but quickly got over it because he had some young thing attached to his face all evening. I will give it to Brett and say that boy was at least a 7 out of a possible 10. Brett seemed to make sure that we all saw him and boy touching, kissing, fawning, etc. It was all just a big production. Fake, false, a front. All of which i find to be mildly amusing only because this will all end with Brett sobbing. His tears sustain me.

Karson was also there and also with a new beau. I'll give his beau about a 6 out of 10 but the lack of personality took him down to a 4 or less. Didn't talk to Karson too much. I mostly tried to ignore him. There was a brief exchange but there was no introduction of the beau. I'd like to think that Karson was afraid that I'd swallow the beau's soul or something equally horrible.

Nathan was also in attendance and also with the "boy who shall remain unnamed". (I really didn't think that he would be mentioned twice and I have not prepared a name for him. Lets call him Kasey shall we?) They were at least cautious and didn't step on too many toes but Nathan still got drunk and ended up spilling someone's drink because of his limp wrists. Kasey tried being nice to me but with the mood that I was in he quickly retreated to the safety of Nathan's arms.

On top of all of this, I came with a boy myself. His name is Sean. We met this last winter and not on happy terms (a story for another time). We have since "kissed and made up". I apparently was totally blind to the fact that he was looking for more from me than just an evening out with friends. I realized that much too late. At that point all I wanted to do was leave but he was busy making new friends and regaling his older friends with tales of god knows what. I went outside to smoke and to calm down so as not to hurt people and this guy and his friend walk up and introduce themselves. The one guy was dragged over by the other to talk to me because I looked lonely and because I was handsome. Me, being totally caught off guard, made an ass out of myself and looked like a complete dick because I was pissed off at what was going on inside. It just got horribly awkward after that and they went inside and said no more.

Ok. Last topic. In an earlier post I had mentioned that Brett had cock-blocked me out of even talking to a guy and then ended up doing naughty things with him in the parking lot. So, now that I have marked the boy as "tainted" or "damaged goods" and he and Brett have nothing between them the guy talks to me tonight as I am leaving to take Sean home. He says the same things as the other set of guys. "Oh you're handsome", "You should smile more", blah blah blah. Yes. I do know that I am a fairly decent fellow (some may disagree with that, but I have a skewed view of myself), but is that all I am? Just something shiny, pretty? I did love the attention though but it was awkward because Sean was present and he wants more from me.

The whole evening was uncomfortable. Not uncomfortable like a mosquito bite but more like needing to defecate in a bad way while on a first date.