Thursday, July 30, 2009

Deacon

So… Deacon… Where to start? We met many years ago at a job. I was seeing Percy at the time. Percy did not allow me to have many friends unless they were mutual friends. So I was not able to hang out with Deacon outside of work. At first, we were quite standoffish due to a mutual attraction and pure shyness. Odd for both of us. We slowly became very close. We shared thoughts and feelings without even saying anything (we still do this). After Percy and I parted ways, after 4 years, Daecon was my rock. He helped me through the tough time. It was a REALLY rough time. Deacon was seeing Mason at the time and Mason was also a big help. Deacon and I were more close at the time than Mason and I. I ultimately feel that I was the wedge that drove the two of them apart but, yet again, another story.

Deacon, Mason and I had very intimate relations and continued to until Mason and Deacon ended their relation. Deacon and I continued to see each other. We never let love into it though, well… I never let love into it. Deacon loved me and thought that there was more. I let this continue for far too long and eventually got “bored” and started seeing other guys under the table. I continued to have sex with Deacon, thus endangering Deacon’s health. This eventually came to a head and caused an explosion.

Even after all of this Deacon still loves me and wishes to continue seeing me but has accepted the fact that I will no longer pursue him. Kind of… His deepest wishes still affect our relations with other guys. This is a major reason that Nathan failed as a boyfriend and also a major reason for my failed relations with Karson.

Not many people fully understand the extent of our reasons for even being friends still. It’s a VERY complicated situation. We have both come to realize that we are the Cat Woman to each other’s Batman. Face to Face, my lovely foe.

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