Oh The Tangled Webs We Weave

So... Nathan and Deacon are done. Done done. The breakup was finalized last night. Last night was a good friend's birthday party. The event was held at a local pub. All of the regulars were present. After the web cam incident tensions were running high but Mason, Nathan and Deacon are all friends of the birthday boy. The three of them came in separate vehicles and tried to stay away from each other. Despite this, the pub is a fairly small locale and we're all part of a close knit group.

I felt uncomfortable being there with all the tension in the air. I mostly tried to stay away from all this by staying within the pub and staying off the patio but I still needed to smoke and be sociable at times so as to not come off as an ass. I said hello and was cordial but the undertones threw me into a mood. I was upset with Brett already myself for cock-blocking any guy that I have been interested in for the last few weeks. All i had to do was mention a name or point in a direction and Brett made sure I never got a word in edgewise. In one instance Brett even went as far as to perform fellatio or have fellatio performed on him in the parking lot of the pub a couple weeks ago. This is what caused the major fallout between Brett and I.

Getting back to Deacon and Nathan. Deacon was already in a mood just being there with Nathan and they were both VERY standoffish. It went fairly well but a guy (to remain unnamed at this time) and Nathan hit it off too well and proceeded to converse throughout the evening. This really torqued Deacon. He got all bent out of shape and just eventually went to a far corner and laid his head down. The doorman is a really picky character and noticed this behavior as being too drunk to hang and asked Deacon to leave. When in all reality, Deacon was actually quite sober just distraught. Deacon was unable to leave the premises because I was the one that brought him to the bar. So Deacon proceeded to just sit in front of my car and wait for me. All of the above was not actually witnessed by me but was pieced together by talking to others.

The boy who will remain unnamed continued to talk to Nathan for the rest of the night, and from what I can piece together, went home with him or at the very least hung out until 04:00. Nathan, until today, was still living with Deacon and Deacon was highly upset after being booted from the pub, seeing his freshly made ex already talking to a boy and then having the ex come home so late after seeing all of this go down.

Who wouldn't be a little upset, but really? Upset enough to rip into him and tell Nathan that they would never be able to be friends? Deacon is a hard person to understand. He really is. Most people just write him off as being crazy (which he can be) and just ignore him.

I'll have to dig into my intimate relation and (better than most) understanding of Deacon at another time.

Anyway, after all of this. Nathan moved out of Deacon's while Deacon was at work. Deacon came home to find that all of Nathan's stuff was gone. As well as a computer that Deacon's roommate, Mason, uses to work from home. Don't worry about Mason, he has a backup and can still actually go IN to work to make money. Deacon seems to be taking this well, almost too well.... Nathan, however, is not doing well. He's really having a hard time with this. He had to move back in with his parents, almost abusive parents... another story for another time. Nathan has said that he will stay away and probably never see Deacon unless by accident or coincidence but will keep in touch with the rest of us.

I feel sorry for Nathan. He's really been put through the wringer during his stint with Deacon. Nathan really should have known what he was getting into though. He was warned.

That's all for the moment. I may add more later!